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Originally published by SF Weekly Nov 03, 2004
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Poi Oh Poi
Karen Macklin takes the temperature of a growing,
meditative, and fiery dance form known as poi.
BY KAREN MACKLIN
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Isaacs the teacher.
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The signature of poi.
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The equipment of poi.
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It's
about 9 on a Wednesday night at the Horseshoe Pit, a little enclave in
Golden Gate Park where dozens of burners have gathered to light up and
spin their fire toys. There's a distinct smell of white gas and lamp oil,
the sound of pumping techno beats, and, unbelievably, the sight of a slew
of homeless people sleeping through it all on the benches surrounding.
People are asking for Glitter Girl, who's just arrived and spreading
herself thin among the crowd before she takes the concrete stage.
Glitter Girl is the stage name for Isa Isaacs, who discovered the
electronic music scene in 1998 and got her nickname because she was the
girl at the parties who always had ample amounts of body glitter in tow.
Isaacs is the organizer of the fire powwow tonight and, for many, the
evening's main attraction. She's here to do what she does best: spin poi.
The poi in question is not the Hawaiian condiment that might be found
beside a roasted luau pig, but a movement art that originated with the
Maori women of New Zealand and has evolved into an alternative form of
dance here in the West. It functions as both performance and a meditative
practice -- something of a mix between modern dance and yoga, or juggling
and tai chi.
A poi performer holds a string in each hand; attached at the ends are
colorful balls or beanbags. These objects are manipulated in the air to
make intricate patterns; once sufficient skill is obtained, the
manipulated objects become special balls that are lit on fire. Isaacs
doesn't only spin poi, she teaches it to hundreds of aspiring spinners
throughout the Bay Area.
Tonight, everybody is aflame, though not everyone is spinning poi. Some
people are twirling flaming staffs, something like giant cheerleading
batons, and others are Hula-Hooping with fire. The staffs have wicks on
the ends; for the hoops, the wicks are affixed to little spokes all
around. It's cold on the sidelines, but in the center of the action, you
can feel the burn.
Wearing only natural fibers, including cotton bandannas to keep their
hair protected from accidental frying, Isaacs' students surround the
premises eager to talk about Isa, their poi guru.
Vikki "FireSpice" Friedman, a pretty blonde who's wearing black leather
pants and pink and red hair ribbons and has a glittered nose, came to
Isaacs with particularly unusual difficulties. Her apartment burned down
seven years ago in a four-alarm fire, leaving her with no possessions and
an intense fear of flames. Unable to shake the phobia, she came to Isaacs
for help.
"I really didn't want to go through my life with this fear," says
Friedman, 30, now an instructor for and the chief financial officer of
Isaacs' relatively new school, the Temple of Poi. "The night I lit up with
fire was extremely liberating. It extinguished all of this fear and
negativity that I'd been holding on to ....
"[Isaacs] opened doors for me that I never knew were closed."
Jamie "Sparkaluscious" Najmark, 28, was in a car accident several years
ago; doctors told her she'd never be able to do serious physical activity
again. Isaacs changed that. Now, she and Najmark do poi-dancing gigs
together around the city.
"The way she performs is very much the way she lives her life," says
Najmark about Isaacs. "She's so fully integrated, that she doesn't even
have to think about it."
Isaacs lights the wicks on her Hula-Hoop and her poi. For a few
moments, she is dancing in complete harmony with both -- an act that her
peers know her for -- and the crowd of onlookers is mesmerized. The edgy,
excited energy she displays in everyday life has morphed into a liquid
succession of motion and flame, and she seems to be moving into a
meditative state. Then, something strange occurs -- the Hula-Hoop breaks
and goes flying across the way. Isaacs, who was being filmed, is seriously
bummed. "That's never happened before," she says.
Though she stands just five feet, two inches tall, the 35-year-old
Isaacs commands attention. She has something of a pretty, girl-next-door
look to her, with brown curls framing a mass of freckles on her face. But
there's more to her presence than looks; somehow, she seems as comfortable
around fire as an Olympic swimmer around water. She says it's dancing with
poi, rather than fire, that brings her to altered states of consciousness.
For her, poi dancing is a holy act.
"When you're in the flow, you're rapidly going between who's the leader
and who's the follower ... you're riding the line, like yin and yang. You
are both at once," she says. "When I'm totally in the flow, I don't know
what's going to happen next, but it happens."
She's even had what she calls "poigasms," in which she says her whole
entire body vibrates with an overwhelming intensity.
If you're wondering which drug she's on when this is all going down,
she insists that her out-of-body experiences are not drug-induced, and
she's careful not to advocate for drugs of any sort. "My intention is to
take poi outside the Burning Man community," she says quite seriously. "So
if I want to take it to Middle America, I have to have an impeccable
reputation."
Only 10 years ago, Isaacs was a 300-pound corporate-tech couch potato
living on the East Coast. Now, 125 pounds lighter and in better shape than
most (her resting pulse, she says, is 56), she's known in the performance
art circles of Burning Man as a master poi teacher and performer, and,
having been a finalist for the past two years in the Circle of Lights
competition held by the New Zealand-based Home of Poi organization, she's
starting to gain international recognition. Her business, the Temple of
Poi, is the Bay Area's only school devoted entirely to flow and fire arts.
Since its opening in 2002, more than 500 students have passed through its
doors.
"I'm obsessed," she says, and it's an understatement. When she's not
talking about poi, she's practicing it. When she's not practicing it,
she's teaching it. When she's not teaching it, she's talking about it. She
wants to bring health, empowerment, and enlightenment to the masses
through poi. It's a noble pursuit, and she just might succeed.
But her aspirations don't stop there. She also wants to get
ridiculously rich. And surreptitiously skinny. She wants to expand her
teaching business from a niche market in San Francisco into a
multimillion-dollar international enterprise, and she wants to build her
own celebrity to help propel her business forward. And, as a sort of icing
on the cake, she also wants to become something of a superhuman teen idol.
Forget Glitter Girl. She wants to be Glitter Goddess incarnate, she
says.
And she's not kidding.
Isaacs hails from a Long Island suburb called Lynbrook where she grew
up with four siblings and two overachieving parents. In high school, she
was an honor student immersed in everything under the sun: speech and
debate, piano, the school newspaper, and the Miss Teen New York Pageant.
She initially wanted to study journalism and music in college, but wound
up with a computer science degree as a result of a dare from a computer
geek boyfriend. "He said, 'You could never do that,' and I was like,
'Screw you, of course I can,'" she says. "And not only did I do it, I did
it before he did."
Isaacs' life, it seems, has been full of dares, but her biggest
challenge has been her weight.
She says the pounds began to creep on in high school, after she had the
first of several abusive relationships and slapped on 45 pounds in three
months. By the end of her freshman year, she was nearly 200 pounds -- and
by the end of college, she was up to 300.
"The love of my life just disappeared one day, and my grandmother was
dying, and I had no facility for dealing with these things," she says. Her
turning point was an ill-fated shopping trip right after college
graduation; she discovered she was a plus size 26. She emphasizes the plus.
"So I walk home with these horrible clothes, and I'm walking up this
flight of stairs, and I am out of breath at the top," she recalls. "And I
was like, 'Wow, I'm going to be dead by the time I'm 30.'"
Isaacs started losing weight after she moved out to San Francisco in
the mid-'90s and stumbled upon the electronic dance scene. She came across
poi unexpectedly at a party in 2000, while she was already in the midst of
her transformation from oversized, corporate New York denizen to
body-conscious San Francisco performer.
At first, she says, she just did it for stress relief. Eventually, she
couldn't put it down.
To look at Isaacs now, it's hard to imagine her at 300 pounds. And to
witness her current poi performer lifestyle, or to listen to her business
voicemail (which tells you that she can't answer the phone because she's
"out busy glitterfying the world and putting all of the sparkles in the
sidewalk that you see everywhere"), it's also hard to imagine her working
a 50-hour-a-week desk job as a systems engineer. But she says the business
and computer skills she learned at three different tech-related jobs (two
of which she was fired from because, she says, she was not "playing by the
rules") prepared her for running her own business. "I wouldn't have had
the models. I wouldn't have had the marketing skills. I am the sum total
of my experiences."
In fact, Isaacs is convinced that her business would not exist but for
the Internet and her knowledge of it. She says she gets 40 percent of her
business from the Internet and arranges 85 percent of her bookings through
the medium. "And have you seen my Web site? It's gotta be over 100 pages
at this point," she says, giggling.
Isaacs, who loves to quote statistics, is referring to her latest
achievement, a comprehensive, Web-based, poi-training program that, she
says, is the perfect distillation of her life experiences. It breaks down
the learning process for poi into simple moves, which can be seen from a
variety of angles in short video clips. "I think of that as being such a
revolutionary way to think; like OK, let's teach a kinesthetic art form
over the Internet," she says. "It is so the embodiment of my
experiences."
We're in SOMA on a Monday night, and Isaacs is about to teach a
beginner class at the Temple of Poi (which doesn't actually look like a
temple). A clean, white-walled, gray-carpeted, 560-square-foot studio in
the basement of a small shopping complex on Mission Street between 5th and
6th streets, the temple has a Styrofoam dropped ceiling and masses of
poi-like objects hanging from the front wall. The perimeter is lined with
colorfully taped Hula-Hoops, big red "Got Poi?" bumper stickers, a
state-of-the-art sound system, and charts and diagrams. The room can fit
about six students and their flailing apparatuses; the vibe in a beginner
class (I took one) is something of a mix between a meditation lesson and
an evening at the Power Exchange sex club: There's a lot of concentration
going on, and a lot of self-flagellation.
"You're thinking it through instead of feeling it," says Isaacs, who
wears a black sports bra and shiny green athletic pants, to a pretty
brunette with fair skin who has red blotches -- the result of failed
attempts to control circling poi -- all over her arms. "Let your body lead
you."
It sounds like the advice a salsa teacher might offer, but after a few
classes, you soon realize that a little toe-stepping is nothing compared
to getting repeatedly smacked in the head with a beanbag. (It's
recommended that male students wear cups.)
"Everything you'll ever need to know, you can learn in poi," Isaacs
says into a head-mike she uses to instruct over the background bass.
When Isaacs is not talking about the butterfly move or planes of
motion, she speaks to philosophical concepts behind the practice of poi.
She talks about patience, compassion, and "flow," referring to her
self-designed teaching paradigms that indicate levels of mastery, from
beginner to "flowster."
Because poi instruction is relatively new in the U.S., Isaacs created
her own curriculum, a 10-week process that leads most students from
clumsily knocking themselves around to "spinning fire." Her own learning
process, she says, was severely thwarted because she had no instructor. "I
totally sucked," she recalls. "I didn't have a breakthrough for a year and
a half. But I didn't have a teacher and there really weren't people
teaching it at the time. Now, I have students who know more technically in
10 weeks of classes with me than I knew when I first got paid
professionally."
Because Isaacs is self-taught and at a level of expertise that's beyond
many of her peers', it's hard to find anyone qualified or willing to give
a critical account of her practice. Nick Woolsey, a professional poi
artist who lives in Vancouver, British Columbia, knows Isaacs but has
philosophical reservations about commenting on her practice. He says he's
so critical of his own performance that he's not comfortable judging
someone else's; he also questions the standards by which poi can, at this
point, be judged.
"I think all of us are still beginners," says Woolsey, who won the
Circle of Light award last year and just opened his own poi/yoga/tai chi
school in Canada. "There are not a lot of people who have taken it to
higher levels. That's why I'm [considered] so good at it. It's such a
small pool."
Isaacs is more positive about the state of poi and its prospects for
growth; she believes it can become an Olympic sport. But Woolsey thinks
that idea a little premature. "I don't think there's anyone at an Olympic
caliber for what we're doing," he says. "Maybe in 10 or 20 years."
Olympics-bound or not, poi is gaining ground. In the past four years,
the number of fire dancers at the Burning Man festival has grown from a
few hundred to more than a thousand, Isaacs says, and poi Web sites show
huge increases in usage.
Woolsey, meanwhile, says most cities on the West Coast have at least
one person teaching poi classes professionally, and major cities often
have several poi instructors. Interest in poi is going global, too;
Woolsey says he's in contact with dozens of fledgling poi companies from
Honduras to Bangladesh to Tasmania.
And then there's the coolness test: Madonna's into it. She had a poi
dancer on her latest tour.
But popularity aside, poi is also good for you. Among the advantages of
practicing poi are improved coordination, decreased anxiety, increased
muscle strength, and improved sleep patterns.
The best place to go for the most comprehensive lowdown on poi is the
New Zealand-based Home of Poi Web site (http://www.homeofpoi.com/), a
business and online community that promotes poi activity and sells
poi-related products. (Isaacs' site, http://www.templeofpoi.com/, is
also a good resource, though more local in scope.) The Home of Poi
receives 25,000 visitors a week, has 12,366 registered users, and is
currently the largest online poi community in the world, says founder and
governing director Malcolm Crawshay.
Crawshay, who heads up the Circle of Light competition, says Isaacs'
video was selected as a finalist because of her unique style of spinning.
"She incorporates a total body movement with her performance," he says.
"The poi are an extension of her. She has a good flow and varies her
tempo. Some poi dancers are able to do this with ease, and Glitter Girl is
one of them."
We are sitting in Isaacs' flat, and she is talking about, well, fat.
"So this is like one roll," she says, pinching her belly. "But, like, I
can remember a time when I had three."
Isaacs is proud of her bodily transformation, but she's still a ways
from her goal: size eight. Her weight comes up in conversation often. It's
like the goddess' Achilles' heel.
Her pad, which she refers to lovingly as "Evolutionary Manor," is a
two-bedroom apartment in the Sunset that she shares with her best friend
(and life coach) Jason McClain. Her hair is piled up today in a big clip,
her toenails painted pink and purple, and she is making us an intense
vegetable juice concoction of ginger, celery, cucumber, kale, beets, and
garlic.
Evolutionary Manor is a friendly, lived-in flat with a mainly
unfurnished front room, which leaves plenty of space for Isaacs' poi-ing
and hoop-ing. Isaacs' housing situation has changed dramatically over the
course of the past several years, during which she went from living in a
posh 13-room house with a couple of friends when she worked in tech-land
to a grungy wall-less warehouse shared by six people after she got fired.
Her current place is something of a happy medium between the two.
"At first, I was like, 'I'm going to go back into corporate America,
I'm going to make it work out,'" she says, about losing her high-paying
job. "But I lost all of my references when I got fired, every single one
....
"I expected to be on that path for the rest of my life; I had no
anticipation of ever being derailed by poi. Ever."
Isaacs was in debt when she was fired, and her finances took a major
dip; but she's not sorry for it. She talks a lot about being
"disintegrated" in the past, about living two separate lives; now, she
says, there's no distinction between her play and her work.
"I was an angry, negative, bitter, blame kind of person," she says
about her old self. "I was choiceless, that's what it was. The biggest
shift in my life was learning I had choices."
These days, poi is the focus of Isaacs' attention, and she has reason
to be proud. She started a booming business with an obscure art form
during a recession; she's garnered two Circle of Light nominations; and
now she is going to be featured in Time Off for Good Behavior: How
Hardworking Women Can Take a Break and Change Their Lives, a book by
Mary Lou Quinlan due out next year. Isaacs performs regularly across the
Bay Area as a dancer and DJ, creates art installations for large-scale
events, and has an adoring fan base in San Francisco.
All the same, Isaacs hasn't completely left her past behind. She's
still a shrewd, diligent capitalist who openly admits she can't live a
"starving artist" life; despite her Zen-like teaching practice, she
laments that the business, while prosperous, is still not making six
figures.
And she still has a serious verbal edge. If asked about dating, she's
dismissive, to say the least. "I don't need a partner. I am a multifaceted
individual. I see myself as a revolutionary thinker and a forerunner in
who I am and how I push the world," she says. "Most people can't keep up."
And then, of course, there's the weight, which hangs on, fading ever so
slowly, like a bad memory.
But what Isa Isaacs wants, really, is to transform, outwardly, into her
internal representation of herself: "a sprightly, artistic, powerful,
self-reliant, self-dependent, soft, generous, caring, beautiful,
compassionate, wise preacher and being, representative of the best in all
of us."
"It's totally superhero-ish," she admits.
We're looking at old photos of Isaacs now, of her at her heaviest,
eating a massive piece of cake. At first, she seems proud of what she's
overcome, then suddenly she gets body conscious again, wondering if she
should be holding off on press until she's at her physical prime.
"I've been in this process of being really conscious of how I'm
trying to build a personality, like a celebrity personality around myself,
so that I can create the publicity necessary to propel the business
forward," she says. "And my story will be even more compelling when I'm
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